Even If

 

Mind roils and boils, world’s ending. If can get some nerve, leave bed.

Cold trip to night kitchen. Glug of milk, dose of choco powder, push nuker button. Pad cup to grizzly frizzly chair, frowzy lamp. Scrabble for pages. Gaze and sip, gaze and sip, till—

Till nod nod

Till heavy heavy

Till drag down, drag down, drag down.

Stay put, not wake up enough of bones to soft leg back to bed. Just feeble reach and switch off light. Sag low, lower, lower, whole way to knocked out.



Usually works. And even if. Once, toddy overbubbles overfloods. Still’s some left. Fuzzy lamp and fuzzy head. Dims dims dims. Stills enough to sinker, low down to nothing.

 


 

Comments

  1. AnonymousDecember 6, 2025 at 7:53 AM

    Talk about roiling and boiling, one reader well understands; asks, does your milky grizzly frizzly frowzy home Rx not lead you to roil and boil over whether you're training for addiction to the wee-small-hours toddy.

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  2. ShirleyDecember 8, 2025 at 6:06 PM

    I'm afraid it would have to be something more tantalizing than cooked cocoa.

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